Monday, March 18, 2013
A day with my baby, hiking the back country of our beautiful San Gabriel mountains. I have a love for the Crystal Lake area that I can't describe nor contain. Maybe it's the time spent here as a kid, maybe it's the time spent here as a young adult. Then maybe it's just the sheer beauty of mature pine trees, squirrels, gentle breezes and God's glory at its best here on Earth that make my heart sing. This place has it all and its where we spent our Saturday. It took us two hours to walk the 2.5 miles from the parking area to Windy Gap. Two hours uphill with nearly 2000' gain in elevation. But it was worth every step. Even today as my body is stiff from yesterday's exertion, my heart is still relaxed and singing of the joy felt as we reached the top. Looking up toward our destination we could see snow still clinging onto the ridge. Once we arrived, looking north, there were still plenty of snowy patches hiding from sunlight, in the shadow of those beautiful pine trees making its hold on spring, reluctant to see winter come to an end. Plenty of cool strong gust of wind blew past us at the ridge refreshing body, mind and soul. As it came time to head back down I understood all too well why the snow hid in the shadows. Maybe if I hid away somewhere I too would never have to leave this place.
But my life isn't that of a snow drift, I have family, a husband, a daughter, a job...the job, that's what has me wanting to stay. The job, the stress I am today escaping, awaits me on Monday. Yet today is today, the day the Lord has made, for me to enjoy, to refresh in the rest of His Almightiness. And Monday...is the day the Lord has made also. A gift of another kind. Provision. A chance to serve and share the Love My Lord has shown me. If I were to stay I could declare the wonders of God and cry out with the rocks, that'd be glorious. Yet, God has given me my job as a blessing. An opportunity to love and share and bless in return.
We head down heart happy body tired and sparked with new drive and purpose. Ready to hit the world head on, ready to bless. God's opportunities are never far away, in fact for us they were waiting back at the parking area. Lord you never cease to amaze. First you ready my soul then you hand me a chance to give back. Almost as if asking, "How much did you really learn?"
I hope I did not fail you Father. Your blessing are so immense I never want to squander what you have for me, for other's who cross my path in life. Thank you for the chance to enjoy, bask in your Omnipotence, and then the moments you afford for us to give back by being of service to another. Thank you for time with my baby, thank you for sending me home a more peaceful hearted wife, a gentler soul having met you on the mountain top. My face always glows for a few days afterward reminding me of when Moses spoke to you on the mountain and your bright glory, unable to be looked at head on, made his face face shine. That is me today, tomorrow and prayerfully forever, body, mind and soul. Help me Lord to hold onto your promises throughout my week, to be a blessing, to share your mighty works, this beautiful life and your wondrous Son. Amen.