August 8th, 2009 - Our Wedding Date
January 4th, 2009 - Our Engagement
October 30th, 2004 - First Date, Universal City Walk
August 14th, 2004 - Dear Diary,
There's this guy I really like but I don't know if he likes me the same. I mean, its silly but when he calls or talks to me my heart runs away with ideas of a future, what it would be like if he kissed me. It's been so long since anyone worthwhile paid attention to me. It's a little confusing because I really like him alot, yet everytime I try to meet with him to talk and find out if we're an "item" or just friends we can't seem to get together. I just want to know where we stand, my heart wants to go, my head says stay put.
Please send someone to love me. I would love for it to be Octavio, yet if its not your will I can accept that. Please send me someone who loves the outdoors, who loves you Lord with all his heart, someone who will pray for me, look out for me, and have my best interest at heart. Someone who will love my baby girl as well, someone to be the head of our home and my very best friend.
Lord, I know I pray this to you all the time, I hope you don't tire of hearing the same thing from me over and over. My heart just aches to share my life with someone. To be as one and have even more to share with this world.
Thank you father, I know someday you will answer me. Until then form and shape me into the woman I need to be as a wife and mother. Amen.
God answer prayers. Nothing is too big or too small. He hears each word we speak and longs to hear your voice. Think about your father on earth and how he cares for you and wants to provide for you, your Father in Heaven cares so much more. He will only give to you what He knows is the best for your life. Be anxious for nothing, but with prayer and fasting continually seek His will. He longs to bless you.